Week 16: 525,600 Minutes!

well id like to not look back on this year. yeah alot off good things happened but id rather not think about all of it bc this has been the most stressful and most life changing year of my life. its affected me in more ways than one. it kinda depresses me so im just going to skip this one. but one thing in will say is thank you too all of the people who have become close to me and helping me through this rough year. one person in particular. ik she wont see this but shes my best friend and weve become so close.

Week 15: Attack of the Deranged Mutant Killer Monster Snow Goons!

i would build snow angle but not like by on the ground with arms and legs but like a giant angle made of snow. i think it would be pretty cool. id also make a house. i would even make it have heat. it wont melt trust me i would make a hollow giant ball and climb inside of it. i would form it out of ice tho. and run around in it like a hamster. also a snow puppy because puppies are cool but i would make it the size of Clifford. *-* *-+  (<---thanks Dylan) anyway but yeah id love to make a giraffe out of snow bc giraffes are awesome

Week 14: Under the Floorboards

well if there was a trap door im sure i would find some dead bodies from the kids miss. Hudson got tired of. or from any teacher. ever wounder where those kids who never come to school anymore go? yup down there. tons of kids every where. sometimes there alive and in a cage and that's what detentions are. you get locked in a cage for days and they just tell ur parents you're staying at school a bunch for whatever reason. anyone who has ever been down there and got out alive never speaks of what happens or they will most certainly be killed. wow i have a morbid mind. thanks hudson.

Week 13: You Day Parade

honestly if there was a parade for me id just get a bunchy of bands to perform and id just sit back and watch them go by. i don't want anything to do with it i just want to have all the bands i like just come and do there thing. id have floats in between that trows out band merchandise on candy. it would be a great time. i would have it in like Chicago or something idc i just want to see a bunch of bands. id make people pay tho. id set up gates and stuff around the area so only people who come have to pay. i mean others can hear the music anyways but if they want candy then they have to pay. my friends get in free.

Week 12: Roses and Thorns

whale i didn't do this blog last week so im going to do it for this week. well ig one good thing that happened was well things might work out in my life again and i might find the happiness I've been looking for for a few mouths. that really made my week by far. i mean a bad thing that happened was i realized my boyfriend is pos and he dont give a crap about me lol. i mean id like to break up with him but he cant hold a conversation long enough for me to break up with him. ill just wait till im in person and just piss him off. it really isnt that bad of a thing but oh well it irritates me that he doesnt talk to me like ever. oh well idc

Week 11: Can You Read My Mind?

well if i was able to read someones mind or be inside it i would choose well i don't want to say, but there's one person id choose to just fully understand there feelings towards me and if there feeling hat they said was for me was true or not. id also like to know why they wont accept the feeling i have towards them. another thing i want to know si what went through there head when they did some things that they did. ik its alot harder to explain my feeling when i can name the person or what they did but im trying my best. basically i just want to know what went trough there head when i basically dropped out of there life. i want to know how much damage i caused them

Week 10: Grim Grinning Ghosts Come Out to Socialize

if i were a ghost i would mess with people hardcore. i would terrify people to death literally. that or i would kill them myself. id focus on my enimes first them id travel around and torment everyone i think needs it. id also go to alot of places i never got to go like Disney world, go see my grandparents in Florida, steal things and most importantly go anywhere and get away with murder. id also go to the bartonville insane asylum on Halloween nigh and scare the crap out of everyone who comes in. i think thats about it maybe not

Week 9: Your Wish is My Command

well if i had three wishes for others i would wish for my parents to win the lottery so we can get a new home and they can buy themselves new cars. alot of our problems in life would be solved if we had more money. we are in a bad financial situation and we dont have a home of our own so if we won the lottery them we can buy our own home. then they can buy themselves new cars that dont suck and maybe even get me a better one haha. another wish i would make would be for one of my very close friends. i would wish for her to be happy. yes she is happy but she has alot of problems in life that make her sad so i wish for er to be happy through it all and not have to fake it. its upsetting to see her sad. the last wish i would make is that an foe would come to a terrible fate. not saying who but id wish for them to accidentally light themselves on fire :)

Week 8: Home is Where the Heart is

well my home that my heart belongs in is my grandmas house in varna. that is where i grew up alot of my life. i lived there for a while when i was younger. i go there all the time. i like varna, its a nice quiet town. i lived in that town for a several years till i has about 10 or 11 i moved to lacon. ive lived in a few towns but varna has been my favotite. i can walk around town and not worry about anything. ive had all my frinds there even though half of them now hate me. oh well. my grandma lives in that town and i always go to her house. it like my second home. ive grown up there and have had alot of memories.

Week 7: I found him! No...wait…

its obvious where waldo is. hes in hell. he died along time ago because no one could find him when he choked of food and died. he went to hell because he deserved it because he hid really well on pour purpose people got really irritated at him. im sure Satan is getting his revenge on him now. im sure hes all red now after Satan ripping him in half. that will teach him.

Week 6: Welcome to Horror High

well in high school i imagine Jeffrey Dahmer being really awkward. i feel like he dint have many friends because of how he behaved as a child. he was an outcast. he had an obsession picking up road kill and dissecting them. he acted strange around other people. he tried to fake a seizure to be funny. not many people thought he was funny. i also imagine him taking boys home and killing them. ik he started at a relatively young age so im sure he did that in him teen years. his parents abandoned him too so im sure he was lonely all the time.  

Week 5: Teachers Were Teenagers Too?!?

well if i wen back ion time i would see what miss. Hudson was like. im thinking she was still as morbid as she is now. she probably had sacrificed this to Satan at least once a week. im sure she killed a few people along the way. shes pretty good at hiding bodies so far lmao. id also like to see what miss. A was like. she probably sat at home and sang to her self all day adn talked about cows. and everyone else i dont care enough to know.  

Week 4: The Zombies are Marching

well i feel like id just crazy and stab all of the zombies but ik ill actually hide somewhere in my house. i mean i would try to kill them and feel al cool but ik if i tired id just get screwed over. so i think ill go with a well detailed plan. i would go rob a store of all the canned foods and water and any other tool and stuff ill need like a flashlight and batteries and ill prolly go rob a gun store. ill get all needed supplies then ill go home and board up the house as much as possible. ill set everything up in the basement and get my game planned ready. my parents would prolly be freaking out but ill just be like i got this dont worry. and if any of them got in ill chop their heads off with whatever weapon i could find.

Week 3: Your Life in Ink

i would honestly read all of it. id like to reread the past to relive it and remember the good times and recovering from the bad times. id also read head because id like to know if i will make it out of the current hell im in. id like to see if my family will recover from the situation were in and how we will do it. id like to not know the future but at the same time i want to know if i succeed in life or if the hell im in will get the best of me.

Week 2: Teenage Myths

myths about teenagers are well one is yes a lot of us would prefer to lay in bed watch Netflix and eat food. i can say that for a large majority of the teenage population. the other like to party do drugs, drink, and illegal things. not all of them are like that though, some are. another is yes we are on our phones 24/7 we cant live without them. yeah its ridiculous but whatever. us teenagers are very shy. no we arnt trying to be rude by having headphones in or not talking. alot of us are shy or have social anxiety. we would like to be more social but that wont happen easily. alot of us will enjoy talking if you strike up a conversation. i do, i can never start one but as soon as someone talks to me i wont stop till they know almost my entire life. so yeah some myths are true about teens and some arnt. these are a few. yes there are a ton more, no i dont want to explain them. ok bye

Week 1: How's School?

so far school has been okay. i pretty much like all of my classes and think ill be able to pass them. a goal i have is to get all A's and B's because now that im driving and paying for insurance its a lot less to pay a month if you have good grades plus i need to start getting better grades anyways instead of just barley making it. for the first week it hasn't been bad. i think it will be a good year. now that im getting older i have more responsibilities. i have a job now for the week and another one on the weekends. during the week i babysit and on the weekends i work at an orchard.